and I feel great throwing the other half away my body won't dictate the moves I make!, they things I eat! Or the amount I eat! I'm writing like I'm on top of the world, but my head is soooo spaced out!, like I can't think straight I don't know if it's coz I woke up still stoned from last night or if coz I smoked before work, then as soon as my bf came to pick me up? But I told him I need mianax time before I can really be as energetic as him and he has planned this night of acid fuelled crazy adventures that I'm not sure I can handle tonight, I wanna sleep, build a fort of pillows and sleep snuggled up in my bed, but I can't too much on no time to do it, atleast fighting with my mum has got me to this point of stress I feel to sick to eat and I'm in the worst mood coz of it that I don't even want to do the acid as in this mood I'll simply go insane!!, and be on a bad trip even worse head space, no without a nap I don't think I could risk it, but I'll blog my dietary drink list for the day;
1 x morning coffee 70 cals
1 x sugar free red bill 10 cals
1 x snack coffee 35 cals
1 x beroca (beniflex - Aldi) 0 CALS!!!
That's right ladies 0 cals!! Always highly recommended but I do think I should do the adult thing here and atleast mention *if you are ever feeling like your less than perfect, or anything less then the strong beautiful women you are are you feel like turning to Ana or Mia is the only answer then you are wrong, yes alot of us (I included) have chosen this path to turn to but you don't have to, talk to someone! If you feel like they don't care or won't listen your wrong! Talk to you'r parents, friends, siblings or teachers and tell them how you feel, you can be happy and healthy! Don't turn to Ana, Mia, self harm or suicide coz you think it's cool or you need help and can't get it or don't know how, if you can save yourself then do it, do it now! Do it for the healthy beautiful gild you could become! And do it for those who are too far deep that can't do it, that no longer have the choice you have now!*
Well that's my parental advisory for the mianax blog! Hahaha but if your Ana, your welcome with open arms! Xxx
And I think I should mention as I don't post names I have nick names and the
Ana I'm fasting with is truly an Angel that can lighten the darkest nights, with this Angel on your side there's never a dark night or a cloudy day!, :D xxX
Starve on my beauties thank you I feel much better! Xx
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Starve on beauties!! Xxxxx love ya