Mianax: mum, I feel like my moods is pushing everyone away,
Mum:.....
Mianax: how do I stop being such a bitch to everyone? I have so much anger inside of me, I need help!,
Mum: I can't help you, I'm not a doctor!
Mianax: I know, but I'm scared I'll lose everyone close to me,
Mum:.....
I have ruined everything!! Me and her was having a great trip until I fucked it!!
I hate myself! My mum stated my bf better not be picking us up from the airport if he does she will not get in the car, she would rather catch a bus and train an hour home then be in the car with him, she will not help me, (not that I am worthy of help from her) she will never go away with me again, and she also stated that she will never like my bf either! I am tarring my own life to shreds and hate myself for it, coz I can
See it happening but there is not a fucking thing I can do about it!! I am losing everyone I love and don't know how to stop it!!
Morphine in tablet form, could this be my escape? My final clarity??
Stay strong my lovelys and a special thanks to my "guardian angel", I will not Post names (privacy reasons) but I need to say thank you for helping me when times are the absolute toughest! Your an amazing person with a spark that could light the world up on its darkest days, you bring so much light and joy into my life hun! Thank you!
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