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Ok so, yesterday went good, I hope it can continue, I'm banning myself from any boost, or coffees that I must buy! I am saving to get the funk out of dodge so every penny counts and certainly helps the starving factor!! I'm so stressed at home, I'm stressed at work, I drive home or to my mums and im stressed! That dressed I just found 3 gray hairs all bunched up to one! I go to sleep crying that I'm not thin enough smart enough don't work hard enough aren't fit enough I can't help the sad depressed thoughts run thru my head I can't help but feel they all deserve better from me! I don't know why but I feel confused, like I'm missing something, something important, something that I need to pay attention to! But I don't know what it is? Starve on my princesses, STAY STRONG! Let's get good enough together