Come starve with me

Ok so here I am at work, smoking my cigarette drinking my coke zero (1 cal) today I can have 150 cals I think? But I do another fast, my bf doesn't fast so anyone that would like to take a stroll down the Ana road let me know we can power eachother thru, all followers welcome, I'm feeling really tempted to just get in my car head to the damn bakery and eat the shop put of business!! But then I feel my bones; my hips, collar bone and wrists I can feel my pants get looser and looser and I LOVE IT! I'm doing something right, I gave up dinner last night as I had no time for a gym sesh. Last time I went to the gym with my bf I saw him checking out this blondy, as soon as I walk in and catch them out she walks off and he looks guilty, I wonder if he wouldn't look at other girls if I starved tonight and tomorrow, I think he wants me to be fat, well he will be in for a rude awakening soon enough! I've started wearing more layers so wen I lose more weight and lay in bed in under wear he will feel nothing but bones, beautiful bones, I know your hiding somewhere I will help bring u out, I can hear Ana cheer me on as I say no to food she says yes to thin, I want to be so thin I fall thru cracks in the floor, I want to be so thin I disappear