I was going so well!??! I

I hate it! I hate my cheeks I hate my hair! I hate my thighs! I hate my calfs! I hate my stomach! I hate arms! I hate my legs! I hate my wrists I hate my knees! I hate my worthless body as it gets to lazy my mind is working hard my body says enough too soon! I hate that my stomachs rumbles! I hate that I have food infront of me and don't know how it got there! I hate feeling like I should be throwing up but I haven't eaten today For the last few days I have been binging when I get home, yesterday I ate a massive bowl of lettuce with 98% fat free tuna and a low fat I've cream followed by one slice of wholemeal bread! It makes me sick to think I can't even last with out eating why an I do fucking weak?? Ana give me the strength to make thin my lifestyle please please help me to the road of thin! Please Ana help me!