Well here I am back in a place I didn't think I'd stay in again, with a person I didn't think I'd have to deal with again, but here we are, the bfs gone to get my clothes I'm on the couch, smoking up, nursing this pain!!!!! And am feeling like crap after BINGING all FUCKEN weekend!, I feel gross!, I am a fat fucking whore!!, I hate myself!, I could cry but what's the point?! What's the point in caring?, what's the point in eating, breathing, living if I only live in failure!, if I'm just a waste,
I will redeem myself, I will fast, I have been having thick shakes when fasting TIL I LOOKED UP THE CAL CONTENT!! FUCK THAT!! Will just stick to a fat blaster shake when I get shaky
Well me and my ana angel are starting a slow fast consisting of low fat soups til we restrict to a liquid fast, see how we go, I know with an angel on my shoulder cheering me on I can't go wrong!
See how we go, fast away girls, xx
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All haters comments will be deleted and not read, we don't come into your house and judge you for stuffing you'r face full of food do we?? No so if your not pro ana go eat a cake!! Hahahaha lets starve for a thinner us!
Starve on beauties!! Xxxxx love ya