As Day 4 ends.....

Omg we have a blender! I had no freaking idea we had a fucking blender! So me and the bf went down to get heaps and heaps of fresh fruit and veggies and he has been getting awfully thin whilst I've been fasting in front of him so I have created a strict eating plan for him to follow its 3000 cals a day!! 6 meals, consisting of all healthy fresh foods, I'm excited for this coz his excited for this, his lunch will consist of;
1 x bowl of cereal,
1 x protein shake
1 x ham and salad sandwich
1 x banana
1 x salad low fat dressing
1 x roast chicken sub sandwich
1 x serving of nuts
1 x butter chicken for dinner with veggies
1 x chicken rice with fresh veggies cooked

With an exercise regime four nights a week,

Mianax's lunch;

1 x morning coffee
1 x cup of juice
1 x fat blaster shake
1 x smoothie for dinner (fresh mixed berries, apples, strawberries, banana, ice) with
1 x can of 99% fat free soup with all the souks veggies taken out so only a broth left,

Gotta love it! I'm so exited I can help him with all this! It really makes me happy that it makes him happy that he is improving his body and now he sees why I want to work so hard to get my body perfect!!, but all in all I'm welcoming the end of day 4 to make way for beautiful day 5! Not to mention the bfs uncle cooked steak for dinner so that's all I can smell, he knows I'm fasting so he was so apologetic about it, poor guy he didn't want to make me feel uncomfortable his awsome!! But I'm actually ok, he knows I'm fasting "for my shoot" so he reminds me that I can eat again on Sunday and the bf is requesting me eat on Sunday to as it will be the day of my shoot I agreed which gives me a week to find an excuse not to, haha I think I just like the drama, of freaking out about what I'm going to say, if I'll get away with it, if I can keep fasting, hmmmmm I guess time will tell,......

Well I'm sitting here drinking a apple banana mixed berries and ice with low fat yoghurt I'm feeling fucking awsome about it, I can smoke and still feel full from the ice and fruit and I feel good about it, the frozen ypghurt is 99% fat free dairy free and gluten free!!! I wish I could take it to work with me hahaha!!!,

Well I might sign off beautiful Ana's please sleep well, sleep and dream beautiful dreams, dream of the girl your starving to become, :D

STAY STRONG,
STARVE ON!! <3