Going strong!

Hey lovely ladies! And gents, ;) ok so today is going great! Oh and for thoughs who don't know yet, I'm starting my 28 day fast today, with the request to my bf that he gets me some good speed, or coke whatever he can get his hands on, I just want something there for when I feel like caving! Just a little snort to get the cravings away! Well I'm confident I won't cave tonight, I'll hit up the abswing and burn off the juice I'm living on!!

Oh and I also bought a corset! I'm wearing it today! It's that tight I can hardly breath but that's the point I can't Just sit here and be ok with all the crap I've eaten lately! I need to punish the food out of me! By this time next month I will have fasted 28 days and I will be atleast 55kgs! I'm going to aim low, I have been doing really badly lately, I think maybe because I'm thinking about councelling.....
But I need to go not because I want to but because legally I have to, I've been putting it off as I can not find anyone that does late night appointments!! Like anywhere! I want to get help for what happened when I was younger but I don't want to see a councellor because I'm scared they'll know, they'll find out about Ana! They can never know we're getting back together! They'll separate us, end what we have, I can't have that! No that won't do! I've just convinced my bf to let me starve for 28 magical days! After the 28 days tge body will eat itself so that's time to stop, I want to be a living Ana not a dead corps, I will be a living ana, I asked my bf for some chocolate (just to see if he would give me some or if he really was helping me fast) he went to give it to me then stopped and said you don't want it! Oh I couldn't be happier, his helping me! His helping me and ana reunite! I love it, I'm laying in bed with my bf in my corset and trackies, (nice look ;)) and with ana and my bf on my side, I can't lose! I won't lose! I'm choosing thin and I'll make sure thin chooses me!

Starve on beautiful ladies, together we will be thin!