Well last night was a complete failure! I don't know what happened? I was so upset all I wanted to do was cry! So stupid me I replaced my tears with food and I am living proof cals can not make you happy now today I want to cry.
My work have a barbq planned today I'm praying I can keep my hands off it! I do have tricks up my sleeve, such as;
I'll cook the barbq and when they ask, why I'm not eating with them, I'll say I ate when I was cooking,
Another good one is, I'll get the food and say I'm going to eat it in my car so I can have a smoke after.
Fuck yeah ana I'm back!! I just got a sudden rush talking about all the ways I can avoid food and avoid eating it!
Oh and thanks to R for giving me advise the first thing on my shopping list is Baking soda!!
I need to redeem myself! And bad! No more caving I hate myself for caving like a weak person, I have to redeem myself in the eyes of ana!
Wish me luck and ladies im so sorry for letting you all down! Forgive me please! And please do what I can't and
Stay Strong, Starve on!
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All haters comments will be deleted and not read, we don't come into your house and judge you for stuffing you'r face full of food do we?? No so if your not pro ana go eat a cake!! Hahahaha lets starve for a thinner us!
Starve on beauties!! Xxxxx love ya