Sunday 29 January 2012
Im so weak
I'm so god damn weak! I was on such a high from my liquid only days late last week then spending the weekend with the. Bf wrecked it all, I binged like never before I ruined all my hard work and now must start over again! Grrrr Ana I am so sorry I will hit up the gym tonight and burn 500 cals and only consume a max of 100 cals, please don't give up on me! I will make u proud, wish me luck my beautiful skinny minis!!
Thursday 26 January 2012
Hello my beautiful skinny anas welcome back, I went in the scales yesterday and I'm down 2kgs!! I'm soapy I knew all my hard work would start paying off! I went shopping yesterday with my mum who told me I'm a bit too skinny I laughed and thought u ain't seen nothing yet, I bought clothes a size to small as a goal to work towards today Is the 100 cal day on the ABC Diet, looks like after my low fat non fat smoothie I'm hitting the gym, I'll let you know how I go, let's hope for a gray out then I really know I'm on the right track!!
Starve on girls let's drop another 2 In 4 days..... New goal!
Wednesday 25 January 2012
Starve on skinny bitches
Ok so had no time to blog yesterday but here I am today.
So my beautiful bf broke up with me yesterday, he said I'm too concerned with my weight!! Like wtf? I said I'm just dieting it's not that bad!! He agreed it would be good for me and keep me happy so restrict away!!
I shall!!
Today I've been shopping with my mum so the last 5 hours so that would've worked off my coke zero! I'm a purger but now I feel that's too easy I'm saying no to purging and yes to starving tOday I'm on day 4 of my ABC Diet, so that means 300 cals for today but I'm guessing that's max 300 I won't have any cals today, I don't need to I can control my body and food intake lets start starving I'm saying yes to thin!
I'm saying yes to contrOl
Let me know how starving is going for you
Starve in my skinny bitches! ;D
Monday 23 January 2012
another day another dollar!
Hello my fellow Ana's,
i hope your days are going good, i am at work and i do love my job, I'm currently in training to be fully qualified in business administration, all is going well, I'm excelling in my books (for training) i have a boyfriend who is amazing, i have a great family but i cant shake off this weight, what is wring with me??
As i have mentioned i was bulimic, for quite sometime and now that things are going great (on the outside) i need to fix the one thing that gets me down..... me!
i used to be so happy when i was thinner so i have decided why fight fate anymore? I can hide an eating disorder well (I've had practise) and i have convinced my Boyfriend that i will be happier thinner and he should help me achieve that, he has been great so far until i came clean and told him i threw up my boost juice that i later found out had 442 CALS!! i couldn't believe it, i wanted to have the boost coz i thought t would be the best lunch of the week, he started with the whole "why do you want to throw up your food? why do you eat when you just throw it up anyway?" he clearly doesn't get it, I'm weak i couldn't do it, i couldn't fast the whole day, well i soon took what he said as constructive criticism and went to the gym that night with one goal and one goal only..... i was losing at least 500 Cal's by the end of my gym session and was not leaving until the Cal's were gone, i did it 7.2kms later and an hour and 20 mins on the tread mil and i did it! nothing can describe the happiness i felt going to bed 500 cals lighter, i also did 40 minutes of sit ups once home ;)
i have found a way to make calorie counting as easy as playing a game on your iphone, its a calorie counter app!! it tells me ow many cals i have had for the day, how many cals are in each thing i have drank, (as i barely eat) i really think this could be the start of a beautiful Ana, now i just have to get through and i will be fine, i will take this one day at a time and push myself to the limits to achieve my goal. i have had 2 coke zeros (1 cal each) and a coffee (35 cals) i feel great! i have also started on the ABC Diet, i have started yesterday so i am on day 2 (500 cals) - if you would like more information on the ABC Diet please let me know and i will send it to you!
I'm excited starting a new diet plan! i know i will stick to it and i have my beautiful byfriend here to help motivate me, i assured him i wont get as bad as last time (i was unbelieveably underweight - and i loved it) i know i will and i open it with open arms, happiness, restricting, diets, excercise and that unbelieveable high you get when your stomache rumbles and you know its the third day you have fasted and you feel so great you could go another day.
Ladies & gents, i am here to help you and i hope i can get the same from you, contact me, share with me, let me know how the diets and restricting is going for you, lets motivate eachther for a thinner wold!
thats all for now guys, stay tuned for tips and tricks real soon.....
in the mean time starve on my beautiful Ana's..... Starve on!
i hope your days are going good, i am at work and i do love my job, I'm currently in training to be fully qualified in business administration, all is going well, I'm excelling in my books (for training) i have a boyfriend who is amazing, i have a great family but i cant shake off this weight, what is wring with me??
As i have mentioned i was bulimic, for quite sometime and now that things are going great (on the outside) i need to fix the one thing that gets me down..... me!
i used to be so happy when i was thinner so i have decided why fight fate anymore? I can hide an eating disorder well (I've had practise) and i have convinced my Boyfriend that i will be happier thinner and he should help me achieve that, he has been great so far until i came clean and told him i threw up my boost juice that i later found out had 442 CALS!! i couldn't believe it, i wanted to have the boost coz i thought t would be the best lunch of the week, he started with the whole "why do you want to throw up your food? why do you eat when you just throw it up anyway?" he clearly doesn't get it, I'm weak i couldn't do it, i couldn't fast the whole day, well i soon took what he said as constructive criticism and went to the gym that night with one goal and one goal only..... i was losing at least 500 Cal's by the end of my gym session and was not leaving until the Cal's were gone, i did it 7.2kms later and an hour and 20 mins on the tread mil and i did it! nothing can describe the happiness i felt going to bed 500 cals lighter, i also did 40 minutes of sit ups once home ;)
i have found a way to make calorie counting as easy as playing a game on your iphone, its a calorie counter app!! it tells me ow many cals i have had for the day, how many cals are in each thing i have drank, (as i barely eat) i really think this could be the start of a beautiful Ana, now i just have to get through and i will be fine, i will take this one day at a time and push myself to the limits to achieve my goal. i have had 2 coke zeros (1 cal each) and a coffee (35 cals) i feel great! i have also started on the ABC Diet, i have started yesterday so i am on day 2 (500 cals) - if you would like more information on the ABC Diet please let me know and i will send it to you!
I'm excited starting a new diet plan! i know i will stick to it and i have my beautiful byfriend here to help motivate me, i assured him i wont get as bad as last time (i was unbelieveably underweight - and i loved it) i know i will and i open it with open arms, happiness, restricting, diets, excercise and that unbelieveable high you get when your stomache rumbles and you know its the third day you have fasted and you feel so great you could go another day.
Ladies & gents, i am here to help you and i hope i can get the same from you, contact me, share with me, let me know how the diets and restricting is going for you, lets motivate eachther for a thinner wold!
thats all for now guys, stay tuned for tips and tricks real soon.....
in the mean time starve on my beautiful Ana's..... Starve on!
introduction
Hello, my name is mianax, i had an eating disorder when i was younger (belimia) but i recovered..... and have been unhappy ever since!. i want to be happy again, i will dye to be thin, i pray i will be thinner tomorrow then today, and i will acheieve that!
I'm not here to judge anyone and i welcome all my beautiful Ana's to come read, learn an share. i will not tolerate having haters on my page! please if you are a hater or a wannerexic please do not continue rading as i will not incourage others to start on this merry-go-round of emotional eating, purging and hating of ones self, if yu feel you have a weight problem and you have come here to get tips; eat a sandwich and thank your lucky stars you still think normally about food.
so to all my fellow Anas, please read on and we shall help each other reach our goal
to be thinner today then tomorrow!
starve on beauties!
I'm not here to judge anyone and i welcome all my beautiful Ana's to come read, learn an share. i will not tolerate having haters on my page! please if you are a hater or a wannerexic please do not continue rading as i will not incourage others to start on this merry-go-round of emotional eating, purging and hating of ones self, if yu feel you have a weight problem and you have come here to get tips; eat a sandwich and thank your lucky stars you still think normally about food.
so to all my fellow Anas, please read on and we shall help each other reach our goal
to be thinner today then tomorrow!
starve on beauties!
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