Wednesday 4 July 2012

Day one; back to basics!

Yesterday, being day one, went off with out a hitch, I could've consumed less cals in the liquids but oh well, the bf made bacon and eggs for dinner, while I sipped a low fat thick shake, (yes the above is possible, 97% fat free ice cream, 99% fat free Low sugar choc topping, and milk and ice, it was really good, I must check the cal content in this though) today will consist of;
1 x morning coffee, 70 cals,
1 x boost 170 cals,
And water water water!! Haha, I'm feeling so tired today, I haven't been well in so long I'm not sure I could recognize the look and feel of health.

I feel almost like I'm in a forest, and I know it's getting dark and cold do I better get home ASAP! Coz all the bad things come out at night, I'm just with ana, and it's us against the monsters,
I'm worried she won't help me or protect me, she's angry at me, she doesn't want to be here stuck with me,

We need to get home!